The Love, The Lies, The Hatred...

[ashleigh04]

Kinneh inspired me to do this as well as my beautiful diary. I am going to really keep a sort of diary about myself but only the interesting bits XP

Chapter 1...
Ok theres this really fit guy in the year above. We've talked and that and he's so interesting though he's going out with this girl called Emma. I told my brother about him and he said well fat chance you've got with him. Emma's FIT! And so i was like well thanks for that information.

So i heard he was coming down my street and since he always comes down the bit i live in i was like really excited -yes i am sad-
On the day i was just chatting on msn and then he walked past my window. Emma and him were sort of arguing. So i walked out my house to pretend to go to the shop and he walked over to me and i was like woohoo! We got talking and he was like where you going and i was like shop and he was like mind if i come? and i was like sure. So i asked about Emma and he told me they split up and she wouldn't accept that. So we got talking and we went to the skate park and we sat on a ramp.

We Kissed and i could have died! Not that i'm frigid but i was so suprised! And i was like are you trying to get back at Emma? And he was fuck no. I dumped her because... He wanted to go out with me! I don't want you to think we've known each other for 10minutes because it's much longer than that we just didn't talk too much.


So we've been going out for months now. And he is so good and honest!

Anyway theres this other guy now. A bit of background:

Your average Punk/Goth/Skater. Fit, Hawt, Sexy. Anyway i was told that he was really over protective. Like phoning you every second to make sure you were ok. Plus he touches girls like everywhere and is so forward. Anyway i decided to talk to him on msn and he started wanting photos of me. Loads. He them put his webcam on and he walked away to turn on the light. When he came back he was friggen naked! Bearing everything and i was O.M.G!

I dont want to hurt Ben but I don't know what to do!
Help guys!

More Entrances to come.

[Crow'sia]

Oh. My. God. -twitch- The last part, whoo. TMI a bit.

So, who's the first guy? I'll call him Emma's Guy (EG for short), and then there's the punk, goth, skater guy, I'll call him PGS. Now personally, EG seems pretty great. I mean, he's into you probably for you (like not some shallow idiot reason), especially since your brother was like 'No way he'd go with yea!', so that's really good. And yea kissed, that's a good sign. And he says he likes yea too. So, that just pwns really.

Then there is PGS. I think if a guy did that to me I'd have a heartattack and run from the room screaming like a little school girl. Then once I got over being creeped out (despite how gorgeous they might be, I prefer clothing on people, you know? ^^ I might giggle a little and be like 'You know what PGS did!?' But he seems kind of disrespectful. Since your reaction to his painfullly forward forwardness (o.O) seems to be negative, next time he's on MSN I'd just talk and be like 'You really shouldn't have done that.' or something. But he seems kind of creepy in general. Wanting lots of pictures and things. Doesn't he know you in real life? Sheesh. Yeah, anyhow, I just get a creepy vibe when I read that.

-shrug-

[ashleigh04]

EB = Ben <333
We've been going out for months and we've never argued, split up. He respects the fact my best friend is a guy and doesn't get jealous.

With the skater guy he is called Jaimie. I was like why the fuck are you naked? And he was just got out the bath i mean couldn't he rap a towel round him? lol. I'm on msn currently but their not online. I told Ben about it and he said i'll go round his and bloody tell him to fuck off and i was like NOOOO! But i know if i go with Jaimie it will hurt him

[wolf2]

ummm....personaly I'd stick with Ben....this Jamie guy creeps me out. As crow said, I like people with clothing...and like Bill Engvall said ,"I beleive anyone who wants to where a thong in public should go through an application process!". Well, in this case it's the whole nine yards.

Ben sounds like a dream, I'd stay with him....

[Kindred Blue]

I'd stay with ben if I were you :3 This Jamie seems to me like the sort of guy who'll try and get you naked within three days of dating (he can't seem to think that a bad thing if he bared all on webcam, no less). You shouldn't finish with a guy who's down to earth, honest and caring, for a skater for likes to get nekkid and do the time warp.

Or something like that (;

[ashleigh04]

Thanks guys. I don't even know why i thought of it. Ben is everything to me.

4/6/06
I went out with Ben again today for a short while. Theres this gang of girls: Becca, Hope, Dee, Tarryn, Lauren and Amy that hate me. Amy is the girl that fell out with me because i went out with other friends. What a twat. Anyway they've broadcasted it out on their personal sites calling me a fucking bitch, no one likes me. Could it be because [apart from Becca who is going out with Sam] they fancy him? Well Ben can't stand them.

Me and Ben went to town as well when we went out. Bought some sexy undies lol just kidding. It was great but we had to bump into Becca, Hope and Sam. I mean Sam's hawt. We got off once and for a drama bit at school he had to tell the people he fancied me and put his arms over me, haha Becca was steaming with JEALOUSY! Ben and Sam talked while the two bitches stared at me.